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What's up, I'm Zar. I draw tons of stupid comics about things. Gonna check this out and see how it goes, haha.
Anyway, you can find my stuff in a lot of different places! I dunno if I'll backpost a bunch of stuff here... maybe some of my favorite things, but mostly I'll crosspost current art here I think.
I post some things that are NOT SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN! These include...
I updated Vargas! My eternal fic that will never end it's been SEVENTEEN YEARS but this is actually a fast update for me! It took less than a year to write this chapter! THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE MUCH BUT ONE GAP BETWEEN CHAPTERS WAS FIVE YEARS
Anyway, I originally wrote this as one chapter, but it was like 45k so I ended up splitting it in half. IT'S ALL ONE SCENE, SO MUCH HAPPENS but 46k is a big ask for a single chapter, haha.
Fandom: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Rating: R for tons of graphic violence
33 - Destroy - Nny, Edgar, Devi, and Scriabin face off in an encounter that’s been a long time coming.--
34 - Quiet - Edgar struggles to deal with his latest assortment of near-death experiences, as well as some unexpected surprises.
A little thing I drew to celebrate one year of friendship(?) with Zarla!
I love the idea of Scri coming to Edgar's ACNH island to trash it completely :*D I honestly do not know how he would trick Edgar into adding him to his Best Friend list.zarla
WHERE DID YOU EVEN GET ALL THESE PITFALLS
Scriabin brain analysis (inspired by this)
I managed to finish this little thing! It took a few days and I took a lot of breaks, but I did it! My arm is healing!! Well, there's still a ways to go of course, and I can't push it too hard for too long... I just have to keep steadily rebuilding the muscles up back to where they were. I'm more optimistic than I am before though! It feels like things are getting better, even if it's slowly...
I'm going to try to do some little things here and there when it feels safe and it won't strain my arm. I'm usually pretty regular with when I upload stuff, but it's gonna be kinda sporadic and random for a while while it heals... thank you all for being so patient! And thank you to those who drew or did things to try and make me feel better ;__; you're all very kind to me, aahh
I debated long enough whether these would be too cringe-worthy to post, but I finally decided to just dump these in here too. This social is small and safe enough, I don't think anyone is going to come at me here (as it happened elsewhere).
TEM SCRIBBLES!! I just doodled those idly while at work or something, around the time I sent Zar a Temmie plushie (which, by the way, took forever to arrive. I had really lost hope on that one!).
I don't remember why I posed myself so submissively in that second picture 🤔 I look scared(?) eh anyway. Temmie is so cute! I should be drawing her more often :3zarla
Ah I forgot to post this here for April Fools! Done with my left hand. My right arm is slowly getting better, I think... just have to keep hanging on until I can get through this... it's torture but I'm hoping it's close to being over, haha.
You are challenged by Channeler Zar!
A little thing I did since.I started playing Pokemon let's go and I thought Zarfox would look really cool in a Channeler outfit :D
The Easter drawing I made for Zarla, featuring Todd and Schmee looking for eggs.
Todd would probably stumble upon a living egg that tries to eat him or something :D poor child has the worst luck in the world.
So my forearm has been bothering me since the last Handplates page I finished. D: Well it was bothering me the day before I finished it but I pushed through it. I went and got it checked out and the doctor said the tendon is all irritated and inflamed and I gotta treat it gentle and take some time to let it heal, which sadly means no drawing at all which is very hard. :( You can’t be more miserable about it than me, believe me. I’m gonna take this week off to give it some rest, and I’ll let you know how it’s going then. If it feels better sooner I’ll let you all know.
I don’t know if I’ll be able to do an April Fool’s thing this year... I guess it depends on if it’s healed...
HOW DARE YOU SAY I'M DESPERATE FOR ATTENTION scriabin screams while flipping a table
WOOPS DID I FORGET TO POST THIS HERE it's another in-progress gif of the ghost, haha. I want to do more work on it but my arm's been twinging me lately... I'm trying to take it easy and not draw anything for a few days but god it's so hard. It's SO HARD
Once you chase me down the hole, yeah, once you think you’re in control
You’ll believe that we are partners and you’ll feel uncomfortable
Oh, then the darkness rolls in and you’ll forget who I have been
Oh but you love love love it, this is love
I have an entire Vargas music video that plays in my head whenever I listen to This is Love, haha. Edgar-focused of course, alternating between Nny and Scriabin... it’d be so much work though, I dunno if I’ll actually have the focus to try and get it down. Maybe in animatic form, but I definitely can’t make any promises about that, haha. This is sort of one image that came to me, but not quite... so frustrating when you can’t quite grasp an image in your head, sort of like it’s a dream.
Got this ask on Tumblr! Answer is...
He didn’t, and Gaster didn’t ask for one. He already blamed himself for not preventing this from happening in some way, and he has a tendency to make excuses or justifications for anything the goatparents do. Then Toriel disappeared and all of Gaster’s attention went to trying to keep Asgore from completely collapsing, and the whole idea of asking anything from him was just unthinkable. And on Asgore’s side, he was so blindly angry he didn’t even think about what he did or said to him, and then Toriel disappearing crushed him utterly and he couldn’t think about anything else.
Thing is, if Gaster had asked him, Asgore would definitely have apologized to him for it...
Been working on an ghost/ukagaka for these two for a while! Still not done with their shells... once that's out of the way though, then the real work on writing all the dialogue and such begins. It's going to get complicated because UGH IT ALWAYS GETS COMPLICATED
It's fun to finally see them in motion though, it might not look like much but these kind of things take a lot of time.
Cursed to be bound to each other against their will in whatever reality they end up in! This whole angel/demon idea has gotten so out of control. I really like how this came out though! Found a neat clip studio brush for fire and made one for string which will probably come in handy in the future, haha.
Someone wondering what Sixbones' blaster would look like, and I think they could make something that KIND of looks like a blaster but that'd be it, haha. It wouldn't work and it'd just make some awful noise.
I was thinking about biblical angels the other day and Edgar kind of invites religious imagery so I doodled up a weird eldritch-y angel design for fun. I couldn't find any fun doodads for demons though so for once Scriabin is less ostentatious than Edgar is lol. I might fiddle with some of the details of these later... going to drop the stigmata at least, I think.
Unsurprisingly, I came up with these designs all haha that was fun welp I'll never think about these again and now they've completely spiraled out of control into a whole big stupid story. This happens like 70% of the time I come up with a design "for fun" and yet I never learn somehow
(handplates was another one of these things)
One of the many ideas I had for 2020's Halloween illustration!
Scri's dress is from Harvest Moon, Light of Hope! I've been trying to get Edmond to marry me, he's so charming ;///;
Edgar is so much not impressed XD the scene I had in mind was something like Edgar and Scri going trick or treating with Todd to try and create good (real) memories for themselves. Scri of course ends up making up some massive, excessively elaborated series of lies to justify their presence there since both Edgar and himself are a little too grown up for that!
It played better in my mind. I ended up discarding the idea, I had no time to finish it properly.
I still kinda like it, i might actually finish and color it one day.zarla
awww CMON EDGAR, GET INTO IT
OH SHOOT FORGOT TO POST THINGS HERE